And when did it all start feeling like such a CHORE?

But someone commented that it sounds "diabolical" when I shared it on tik tok.

If I complete these three steps and still want to crash out - then I give myself that permission to do that - but it almost never works out that way

It is officially day 30 of being sober and I actually think I’m about to go into full melt down mode. 

You have to give up your old life in order to start your new one. 

Today I had my heart broken in a way that I never prepared for.